Man Looks Outside, God looks Heart-wise

Its so easy to judge, yet so wrong.
You're not perfect either
Why make me feel like I don't belong.

I never meant to be "around" and just accepting any guy
Just to feel a bit loved,
though you may despise.



Sitting all the way to the end of the bleacher.
I just wanna be a lonesome.
Dnt judge me, its not that I think I'm better.

Little do you know why I choose not to converse
is to limit the stabs on my back from hypcrites,
and my so called friends were the worst.



Yes what I do is mean and horrible,
but dont be so quick to judge.
The things I say about others, repeating it is double awful.

Way down in pride though I wont admit
I am insecure in most things about me.
So downing others give me the benefit.



It deeply hurts to not be understood,
to have evryone invent a status you havent approved of.
Especially when at the same time struggling with your selfhood

Dont judge me, but correct me lovingly.
With a right attitude, with pure intentions
Not jumping to conclusions, but stepping on the point carefully.

I Believe

I believe a person can change if they're willing to,
casting behind their old selves and coming new.
I believe a smile alone can change a mood thats sad
and makes life trials seem not so bad.
I believe in doing things that make you happy, being fullfilled in your calling
and not grumbling, waiting for the day to finish, stalling.
I believe that singing a song from out of the blue comes from the heart
and depending what that song it is says alot on your part.

I believe in love, not what most of us think with the popular "him and her",
 the "I love you"  now, then "we've grown apart" later.
I believe that love never fails no matter the test,
that there's always a broom to sweep up the mess.
I believe in being content with yourself and finding joy in single growth,
not rushing to find someone to confirm your worth.
I believe in faith, hoping in things that cant be seen,
giving no room to faithless talk, doin a houseclean.

I believe in having a relationship with God
not a "hi" and "later" or a bedtime nod,
but reading his Word and talking to Him,
giving Him access to your every whim.
I believe in focusing on what a person could be rather than what he is,
and not speaking evil against one another, as Matthew 4:11 says.
I believe that i am a star, and im gonna shine baby!
no doubt about it, no if, buts, or maybes.

                                                                          -Edisha